So last night I had another dream. I can't remember it though. I wonder why I'm dreaming more often lately..
Anyway, after CW 10 class I went to engg to unsuccessfully do two errands: get my brother's TCG and submit my candidacy for graduation. The admin had an unreasonably small schedule window for claiming of TCGs (9-10 am and 1-2 pm) and I still needed to print and fill out this CAPES thing (job application stuff; it's good that they do this).
On my way back to ChE to wait for my training I decided to buy kwek-kwek: those quail eggs irregularly covered in orange flour. As I put the thick, sweet sauce and the spicy vinegar I overheard two English-speaking guys (IE club, the dude type).
There was this asshole (yes, that's what he is) who thinks of picking up girls and getting their pussies as normal. "What's college without chicks?" to quote his milder sentences once. For one, it shouldn't be; and second, girls should never be treated that way. That's blatant objectification; but unfortunately, he's exactly the kind of guy that girls fall for. So much for brains.
His friend, though, was more sensible. "I'm happy the way I am," he said calmly when asked why he doesn't want to join IE Club OR get chicks.
That world is shitty (perfectly fine adjective; gives all the flavor I want to give) but I guess theirs is just different from mine. Not to say which is right or wrong, just different. It's a well-known fact that Christian girls are a huge pain to date, especially the more conservative ones; they make up lots and lots of rules they claim to be Biblical. That's a big turn off to both non-christians AND Christians. And to me too, especially if they can't even tell the difference between sweet worldly advice from distorted Bible verses from real painful Christian truth. Sometimes I think bad theology translates to stupidity. Of course that's not true, because good theology is also a gift of God. All good things come from above.
Admittedly sometimes I do feel jealous of assholes, like wanting to have the charm to pickup chicks and all. Especially when I'm spiritually unhealthy like now. I mean, they do stupid things and girls call them cute, but if ugly people (let's face it, we exist) do the same it becomes plain stupid. The fine line between romantic and creepy is charm, or the lack of it.
Not all girls are like that though. There's always plenty of people out there, waiting to be discovered. Unfortunately I'm not one to open up many and take their pearls, just to throw them away. At least, not anymore.
So I'll be waiting too I guess. Someday I'll find someone, if God wills.
Anyway, after CW 10 class I went to engg to unsuccessfully do two errands: get my brother's TCG and submit my candidacy for graduation. The admin had an unreasonably small schedule window for claiming of TCGs (9-10 am and 1-2 pm) and I still needed to print and fill out this CAPES thing (job application stuff; it's good that they do this).
On my way back to ChE to wait for my training I decided to buy kwek-kwek: those quail eggs irregularly covered in orange flour. As I put the thick, sweet sauce and the spicy vinegar I overheard two English-speaking guys (IE club, the dude type).
There was this asshole (yes, that's what he is) who thinks of picking up girls and getting their pussies as normal. "What's college without chicks?" to quote his milder sentences once. For one, it shouldn't be; and second, girls should never be treated that way. That's blatant objectification; but unfortunately, he's exactly the kind of guy that girls fall for. So much for brains.
His friend, though, was more sensible. "I'm happy the way I am," he said calmly when asked why he doesn't want to join IE Club OR get chicks.
That world is shitty (perfectly fine adjective; gives all the flavor I want to give) but I guess theirs is just different from mine. Not to say which is right or wrong, just different. It's a well-known fact that Christian girls are a huge pain to date, especially the more conservative ones; they make up lots and lots of rules they claim to be Biblical. That's a big turn off to both non-christians AND Christians. And to me too, especially if they can't even tell the difference between sweet worldly advice from distorted Bible verses from real painful Christian truth. Sometimes I think bad theology translates to stupidity. Of course that's not true, because good theology is also a gift of God. All good things come from above.
Admittedly sometimes I do feel jealous of assholes, like wanting to have the charm to pickup chicks and all. Especially when I'm spiritually unhealthy like now. I mean, they do stupid things and girls call them cute, but if ugly people (let's face it, we exist) do the same it becomes plain stupid. The fine line between romantic and creepy is charm, or the lack of it.
Not all girls are like that though. There's always plenty of people out there, waiting to be discovered. Unfortunately I'm not one to open up many and take their pearls, just to throw them away. At least, not anymore.
So I'll be waiting too I guess. Someday I'll find someone, if God wills.
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