I was thinking about it this morning and I realized it's not a daisy. It's a sampaguita (which, by the way, is my favorite flower: simple and fragrant and lovely). I realized I didn't know what a daisy is. I'll look it up when I have internet.
And then I think Chan took home my charger accidentally. I had to charge my phone on Don's laptop via USB cable. I asked later this night and she doesn't have it. I'm having mild trust issues again so I won't be lending stuff to anyone for now. (Along with the usual symptoms of trust issues)
Sir Kermit graciously offered us a ride to the refinery this morning and we arrived at the gate at 7:00 and waited until 7:15 to be allowed entry (apparently the guards weren't informed) and talked to the SLU boys a little and bought some food (I bought spanish sardines and egg. There was no meat loaf) (yes I know some say meat loaf is pork but fried meat loaf is a different story. I like the accidentally overfried thin slices of meat loaf of nanay)
And right now it's 8:00 and I brushed my teeth and finished eating already and nothing has happened yet.
I recycled my clothes from wednesday (even my brief from yesterday) (I didn't have a choice, okay?).
I spent all 2k of my money. Don owes me 2^7 pesos.
Interview with VP was uhh more of an orientation. He's saying it's more than just a job it's a career mostly. Well that's a good perspective. But I should look at it as: "wherever God planted me, there I will do my best and bloom"
I'm craving for intimacyyyy. That's why I'm writing again here, to let some steam off. I think that's why I'm seriously considering panliligaw right now. It's not bad though, but if I get sidetracked (again) because of this then I won't continue. All the seeds of pride and lust in my daydreams are creeping in again, and I don't want that.
I was about to talk to the star but she got me first haha. I also gave her good advice re:life purpose. I hope she really thinks about it, and realize what 'Lord' in Lord Jesus really means.
I want to reevaluate the things in panliligaw, since I'm almost ready. I don't offer sacrifices that cost me nothing, but I'll be employed soon, so I'd have the means of doing that.
Criteria!
1. Follower of Christ ( Non-negotiable)
2. Maalaga/responsible
3. Maganda
4. Nag-iisip/natututo
5. Partner-material
I'd have to look at my previous posts too. Is #3 bad? I've been thinking about it and I think it's not. I mean, I can now appreciate almost all kinds of beauty. Beauty is 70% effort and 30% preference. Haha. Idk. I'll still think about it. I mean, I have friends who just don't like magpaganda. And they're great people. Also excessive obssessive regimens are a no-no.
But I also just want a lovely life. Song of Solomon agrees, 'no?
#5 is a bit vague but you know I want to do something!! That community thing. And I want someone who'd help me. I'm still planning it out.
But most importantly have to keep myself grounded on God and His Word. If God ever gives me direction then go I will. But as of now I'll be moving according to my plans.
Of course this means I'll need to put extra effort on how I look. I'll work on it when I get money. Braces are so expensive!! Also perfume and fashion and haircuts and also special attention to my chin and body pimples. Hahahaha. I want to be presentable to my wife too!!!
Future wife. I'm getting ahead of myself.
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