Today is Petron's Christmas party. Pretty chill day, although I feel sick.
Also, today I have decided.
Actually it was two days ago. I've decided I'll pursue F-. Do I need to explain it? It's already in Criterion. Although it did take me a while to solidify my resolve. I really don't know what to do though, I'm thinking pursuing someone isn't really much different from my normal life, except I'll let her know who I am more than anyone else does. All the things I've thought in the past aren't helping me now haha. I just think love is when someone else's happiness become yours.
In some ways I still remember her (C-), what I felt back then. How I was enamored by her smile, how every crease on her face and every inch of her hair seemed so significant to me. How I decided I'd love her. And here I am, going to do that again. Will it be the same? Does it matter? I think not.
The Lord has been good to me. I don't really know why I'm saying this. But I just want say it. The Lord is good. I sometimes wonder, with all these blessings, how can I bring people to Him? I am an odd one in the workplace, the only one who does not ride on green jokes. I just do my work, that's it. How can I tell them of the gospel? It's something I have not learned in Campus Crusade. Actually I can tell them the gospel, but I do not ask for commitment. I want to learn how I can share the gospel in the workplace.
There is not much I want to say now. I just blurt things out right now. I just want to sort things out yet let things be. God is Sovereign. I am responsible. I also want to exhort my fellow Christians who do not act like it.
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