Today I talked to Estelle. :)
I mean, I usually talk to her and listen to her fun and random ramblings but it's the first time I saw her cry. Her tears would always well up on the corners of her eyes. And they would sparkle in the light, and her pupils would seem like black beads of condensed night streaming forth a crystal clear stream of fresh water.
I wanted to wipe them. But she likes tears rolling down her cheeks, as do I. I mean, I like my tears rolling down my cheeks too. But I guess I also liked seeing hers. Not that I was happy she was sad, but more like I feel more connected because I feel like I can see her soul. She's the closest friend I have in ChE - in UP, actually. I wanted to hug her then too, but it didn't seem appropriate.
We talked about lots of things but I won't write it here. I like to keep those things to myself.
But I did tell her what I did this morning, how I went to UP and fixed up FETS a little and how I almost used my duplicate key because they wouldn't let me in and how I snucked out some graphite and how I all did this for the summer moon. She doesn't know her, of course, but well, I don't know. I told her all that bothered me: feeling alone from time to time and lovelife.
I told her all except Christ. It feels sad that I can't share that sweet comfort to her. Well, that's why I wrote that criteria#1 on my previous post.
Anyway, we'll be leaving tomorrow. Haven't studied yet. Will do now. Adios
I mean, I usually talk to her and listen to her fun and random ramblings but it's the first time I saw her cry. Her tears would always well up on the corners of her eyes. And they would sparkle in the light, and her pupils would seem like black beads of condensed night streaming forth a crystal clear stream of fresh water.
I wanted to wipe them. But she likes tears rolling down her cheeks, as do I. I mean, I like my tears rolling down my cheeks too. But I guess I also liked seeing hers. Not that I was happy she was sad, but more like I feel more connected because I feel like I can see her soul. She's the closest friend I have in ChE - in UP, actually. I wanted to hug her then too, but it didn't seem appropriate.
We talked about lots of things but I won't write it here. I like to keep those things to myself.
But I did tell her what I did this morning, how I went to UP and fixed up FETS a little and how I almost used my duplicate key because they wouldn't let me in and how I snucked out some graphite and how I all did this for the summer moon. She doesn't know her, of course, but well, I don't know. I told her all that bothered me: feeling alone from time to time and lovelife.
I told her all except Christ. It feels sad that I can't share that sweet comfort to her. Well, that's why I wrote that criteria#1 on my previous post.
Anyway, we'll be leaving tomorrow. Haven't studied yet. Will do now. Adios
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