Preliminary post! Will edit later. I feel I want to write that last thought.
Today I met Kim in Kenny Roger's SM Fairview! It's funny.
I also took 4 SLs from church.
The star is saying something about her dream. Edit: OKAY THAT WAS REALLY WEIRD. Hahaha I don't even dream of that. How I wish.
I always feel tempted to take the easy way out and just vanish from people's lives completely just like what I did before. No it won't be easy for me too, I loved so much after all, but it's possible. I have done that before, turn mys eyes away till I am numb from guilt. But I have also learned that is cowardly and rude and it will hurt people so this time, I will stick to my words and continue to give it my all (within bounds, of course). And when I have given all and lost, then and only then will I stop. And then, and only then will I move on.
While doing PD I felt a little lonely again. I see a lot of posts on FB and I feel jealous for some reason. It's actually this that keeps me a lot from working because then I would look for someone to talk to. Then I thought I realize that it was because I want attention from people. And it bothered me to think if that is right or not. So I searched again and found these:
http://www.desiringgod.org/articles/acclaim-for-christ-vs-craving-praise
http://www.desiringgod.org/articles/whose-approval-do-you-crave
(Yeah, if you haven't noticed I like the articles from desiringgod.org. Very sound and Biblical advice.)
So it's my ego acting up again. I should focus on God instead. The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
I also played LoL today and I had a little fun.
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