Okayy now that I got some sleep I think I can write my thoughts.
So I kinda drained the battery last night. So I couldn't use the laptop this morning because I forgot the charger in FETS, or so I thought. Which isn't really a problem except that I CAN'T STUDY FOR THE EXAM LATER.
I freaked out a little but then quickly resigned myself to that fate. So thanks to hanna who asked questions I could study a little. Then right before I was about to leave my mom told me, "andito charger mo ah baka makalimutan mo (your charger is here, don't forget it)." But I couldn't bring the laptop because I already have lots of sticks in my hand not to mention I don't like going home late at night with such a precious thing with me. (Although I do like going home with her but that's for later haha)
So I went to PE and John Dee was at flag football practicals so I did an impromptu with someone whose partner was absent too.
Then I went to DChE really early and kinda wished she was there like a 182 exam before but no she wasn't.
So marion and I studied mostly and I sat again in between the alchemes and KEM grouping.
After the exam C- said she'll PM me about something later. Then I asked what and C- smiled so I understood what it was. And it was raining hard so I used that as an excuse to talk to her and ask if maybe I could hitch a ride. She said yes (although she was reluctant at first). Then a few minutes later someone called me that people to philcoa can hitch with ma'am de leon and I thought hard if I should go with her or not. In the end I didn't go with her because I don't know. I was partly shy and partly unwilling to express my feelings publicy.
Although just earlier I talked to our pastor and he said it's okay to express it which I was planning to do some days ago already. Although when I see her all of my thoughts fly out of my head like a confused flock of birds upon a mere step of an elegant tigress.
About that meeting with pastor, we talked my issues and the mind and diversion of energy. Of course it's deeper than that but I want to keep this one to myself.
Then when I went home I stayed up a little late to talk with C- and what she said about her drove me crazy. Anyway regardless of that I was already planning things so we'll see how it turns out
And by plan I mean a farfetched wish. But now that I have a concrete goal (thanks to pastor and C-) maybe I can flesh it out a little now. Let's start with this tuesday
Oh and I hope she'll be safe in Pinatubo tomorrow because there's an upcoming storm.
So I kinda drained the battery last night. So I couldn't use the laptop this morning because I forgot the charger in FETS, or so I thought. Which isn't really a problem except that I CAN'T STUDY FOR THE EXAM LATER.
I freaked out a little but then quickly resigned myself to that fate. So thanks to hanna who asked questions I could study a little. Then right before I was about to leave my mom told me, "andito charger mo ah baka makalimutan mo (your charger is here, don't forget it)." But I couldn't bring the laptop because I already have lots of sticks in my hand not to mention I don't like going home late at night with such a precious thing with me. (Although I do like going home with her but that's for later haha)
So I went to PE and John Dee was at flag football practicals so I did an impromptu with someone whose partner was absent too.
Then I went to DChE really early and kinda wished she was there like a 182 exam before but no she wasn't.
So marion and I studied mostly and I sat again in between the alchemes and KEM grouping.
After the exam C- said she'll PM me about something later. Then I asked what and C- smiled so I understood what it was. And it was raining hard so I used that as an excuse to talk to her and ask if maybe I could hitch a ride. She said yes (although she was reluctant at first). Then a few minutes later someone called me that people to philcoa can hitch with ma'am de leon and I thought hard if I should go with her or not. In the end I didn't go with her because I don't know. I was partly shy and partly unwilling to express my feelings publicy.
Although just earlier I talked to our pastor and he said it's okay to express it which I was planning to do some days ago already. Although when I see her all of my thoughts fly out of my head like a confused flock of birds upon a mere step of an elegant tigress.
About that meeting with pastor, we talked my issues and the mind and diversion of energy. Of course it's deeper than that but I want to keep this one to myself.
Then when I went home I stayed up a little late to talk with C- and what she said about her drove me crazy. Anyway regardless of that I was already planning things so we'll see how it turns out
And by plan I mean a farfetched wish. But now that I have a concrete goal (thanks to pastor and C-) maybe I can flesh it out a little now. Let's start with this tuesday
Oh and I hope she'll be safe in Pinatubo tomorrow because there's an upcoming storm.
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