October 9 2015 Friday

I'm getting bored with LoL. Which is good. I decided not to pick up anymore games so as to be more productive in general. But the downside is I often feel very bored, and also without contact from social world I feel very alone most of the time. But then that is not bad at all. I need to learn to deal with it, as I've been saying all along. "Christ is my all in all." Very hard to do.

In any case, I've been trying to set up a VPN, but then decided against it (after a lot of things) since free vpn servers aren't exactly trustworthy (I tried hotspot shield for a while, but it keeps interfering with my normal internet usage). Almost all free vpns have ads and of course I don't have money to buy a spare laptop to use as a server or a router that supports it  (I don't want to use my laptop because it will slow down, since it would need to process and encrypt and decrypt all that goes through our rather limited bandwidth)

But then when I have money I'm thinking of setting up a vpn. And also I'm thinking of buying the tasker app for my phone. But really, they're not necessities.

I studied a lot of fluid flow after finishing mass transfer (still in perry's). Perry's is a very useful book. But it's rather disorganized for a handbook. Well, maybe that's because a good chemical engineer is someone who knows the theories. Like you don't need to look up the basic equations. Then Perry's becomes useful. Very, very, very useful.

Still stuck in platinum II. Nasus is a decent top laner (at least when I use him) but he can't carry the game. Everyone seems to blame me for not TP'ing when they're losing their lane (Pro tip: when you lose lane it's your fault). There are also a lot of toxic players in Plat. I guess that's Philippines for you.

My brother thinks our ChE101 is easy because in their batch only two passed (my brother's the top of course). It's a funny thought considering how unenthusiastic they are about their studies, complaining about every little thing (not just in ChE). Then justifying their shortcomings because of the same things.

Exactly how toxic players think in LoL. But that's not right. All you can do is improve yourself, not others. If you're gonna look for faults, look at your own and fix them. Make do with what you have however shitty they are (teachers, books, classmates). If you're gonna be an engineer, know the ideal, deal with the real.

But then I guess they're still kids. Haha. I do hope they learn that though.

I look forward to studying outside the house! (Because C-'s back :)) ) Less distractions, and you don't get nagged on every so often. Also, opportunity to learn sprinting (it's my assignment for FMA). But I plan on making it up with three sets of the 7 minutes exercise. We'll see.

I didn't practice today because I woke up late. Haha. I need to wake up at 5:30 or 6:00. Gotta set up the alarm later.

I also want to change the blog color scheme! I think I want to go with dark blue, like my new phone. The banner does not match though, so I need to find a replacement.

Then I studied with my brother today! ChE 101 exam tomorrow. It's fun! It doesn't feel as hard anymore. Although I feel a little bit slow in calculations.